We had a lovely sunday afternoon the other week all playing games on the lounge floor.
Its really nice to just spend time as a family, not only for the girls but for me too. As an only child I can't remember playing many family games and sometimes I feel like I'm catching up on my childhood.
That said, I'm feeling mentally better too, the depression is starting to lift. I had my last councelling session last week and I'm not petrified about the ending of it. I feel more secure in the knowledge of support from family and friends.... and if I feel like I'm slipping down again I know where to go.
We keep looking at houses, but I know that it will be a good year till we move, and to be honest I'm in no hurry to do so. But I do like looking at houses and having a little daydream about living in a larger house where the girls can have a room apiece and I can get the computer out of my bedroom. On the other hand I've still got boxes about from the last move, and I am worried about moving the girls again. So I'm content to stay here and sort things out, so that we have got wardrobes and storage space and a garden the girls can play in.
I've recently started to get a bit interested in my garden - only small steps but at least there is a small part of the wildernesses that are my garden that are now tended... by next summer I might even have got the back garden under some sort of control!
Well I'm off to relax and unwind after another bout of exercise today, the girls are nearly in bed and west wing is on later.
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